Reason

There must be a reason to anything. 

• There is a reason as to why you are reading this today. It could be as simple as 'I am curious'.
• There is a reason as to why you are smiling.  It could be as simple as 'This is interesting..'
• There is a reason to life. It could only be 'To worship Allah, the Lord of the World'.

 

 There are differences between a mere reason and a solid, poweful reason.

What kind of reason, do you think, is able to make one goes beyond their limits?

What kind of reason, do you think, is able to make one does not feel the pain despite wounded?

A firefighter doesn't just go against the blazing fire without any reason.

A nation flag bearer doesn' just willingly be a decade long years away from home to carry the honor of the nation without any reason.

 

They all have their reasons and it is a solid, a powerful one. 

 

Here comes the next questions

Do I have my reason?   

How long will the reason, keep my feet stand still, rooted to the ground? 

How long will the reason, keep me moving forward despite the obstacles ahead?

Isn't this cute? - I am kinda a little distracted by the candle back there. I hope nothing catches fire during this conversation. I love firefighter, but I don't want to meet them during their working time.

Why do I want to be a Korean Languge Teacher?

Foreign Language has always been my passion. 

Specifically, Korean language is considered  a foreign language that begins to bloom in Malaysia years ago. Being a part of the pioner group of educators to empower the usage of this language in Malaysians is an honour.

Teacher, has always been individuals with the power to change the future generations. The scope job of a teacher has always been way beyond sharing knowledge. 

What a teacher carries, is great responsibility of nurturing future generations. As someone, who would love to see a positive development of the country, I believe that by becoming a teacher, I would be able to contribute, be it a little or to a greater extend, in nurturing and shaping the youth, into responsible, strong, positive, holistic Malaysians with empathy, manners and good morality.

Will these reasons, be enough? Do I, with these reasons, able to not just stand but moving towards? - Just like how the firefighters are, when they faced the fire?

What are the challenges? 

At the moment.

To be able to teach a knowlege, one must be filled with the knowledge. 

To nurture all the great and goodness in others, one must be able to nurture and practice all the great and goodness within themselves. To be able to reach this state, the biggest challenge is distractions. The biggest enemy is, my very own self. 

Later on.

What lies in the future ahead remain unknown. Challenges would definitely appear alongside the system and people. What we have no control over, worry not. But be ready of thousands possibilities and prepare yourself dedicatedly, dear future teachers.

'To get through the hardest journey and continue living, we need to take only one step at a time; but we must keep stepping' - Chinese Proverb

How teaching Korean Language Teacher could help me as a person, a teacher, a Malaysian citizen and as a Muslim?

As a person. 

A teacher too, one must be at their very best condition, mentally, physically, spiritually and emotionally in order to portray a good living examples to the students. Indirectly, becoming a teacher is not merely for income stability but also for self- improvement in all aspects. Self-empowerment would indirectly gives a teacher the strength to inspire. 

A korean teacher would have to learn on embracing the beauty of more than just one culture. The depth understanding on the Korean culture would eventually made Korean language Malaysian teacher understood the beauty of our very own cultutre and is responsible in bringing the youngsters towards that same realization.

As a teacher.

Being a Korean Language teacher, the ability of me in understanding the language would have me easily access to the South Korea education-related information, ideas, systems, and their discoveries. Any great ideas that could help in enhancing the education of students in Malaysia can be take into discussion and consideration. The implementation may not only restrict to the Korean language subject itself, but also in the ither subjects as well. A foreign language teacher could also do as much as the other core subjects teachers do.  

As a Malaysian Citizen. 

Korea is a highly developed mixed economy. By nominal GDP, it is a is the 4th largest economy in Asia and 10th in the world. South Korea has rapic economic development and is one of the most robustly high-techdriven economies. Innovation and technology are the key factors to the country's remarkable economic rise over the past decades. 

There are more. But, just by these few lines of facts, it should be agreed upon that there are vast things that we could learn from South Korea. Indeed it is that possible for us to access the information with English translation but to what extend, at what speed do we are able to obtain those information and knowledge? Any great ideas can be extracted and shared to improve our very own country Malaysia. 

As a Muslim.

Being a Korean language teacher, encouraging more students to learn Korean language. Teaching more students to speak Korean would mean, increasing the ability of more Malaysians especially Muslims in communicating in Korean language. In this borderless world at the fingertips, friendship between these two countries could be formed anywhere in any form such as businesses, study trips, international relationships, friendship or even marriage. 

The ability to communicate in Korea would be able to help Malaysians, to at least, able to answer questions regarding Islam, when asked. It is also possible in situation where the Koreans wanted to know about Islam. As korean-learning Muslim, being able to explain, articulately about our religion is essential. Being able to portray ourselves to Korean as a respected Korean-speaking muslim speaker is equally critical.

Teaching Korean Language without compromising the islamic teaching.

What are the importances of learning Korean Language to Malaysian?

Benefits of Foreign Language in General

1. Teaches and encourages respect for other peoples:
   
2. Fosters an understanding of the interrelation of language and human nature. 
3. Foreign languages expand one's view of the world, liberalize one's experiences, and make one more flexible and tolerant.  Liberalize : To remove or loosen restrictions on something
4. It’s a major advantage in the workforce.
5. Traveling is easier and more fulfilling.
6. You have access to more information and entertainment.
7. It improves your communication skills.
8. You can help more people.
9. It makes you smarter. It can boost your IQ and improve memory
10. It delays the effects of aging.
11. It boosts your creativity.
12. Your self-confidence will soar.

Benefits of Korean language in Specific

1. You meet lots of new people. It makes you more open-minded.
2. It’s a major advantage in the workforce.
3. Traveling is easier and more fulfilling.
4. You gain cultural knowledge and perspective.One participates more effectively and responsibly in a multi-cultural world if one knows another language.Korean culture is unique
5. You have access to more information and entertainment.
6. It improves your communication skills.
7. You can help more people.
8. It makes you smarter. It can boost your IQ and improve memory
9. It delays the effects of aging.
10. It boosts your creativity.
11. Your self-confidence will soar.
12. 80 Million People To Talk To, possibly more
13. South Korea is pretty big in global affairs
14. Korean offers excellent career opportunities. You can potentially work in Korean companies. Foreign language study enhances one’s opportunities in government, business, medicine, law, technology, military, industry, marketing, and more.
15. Korean language sounds incredibly beautiful
16. Korean is a logical language
17. It can help you learn Japanese and Chinese. It makes other languages easier too.
18. K-entertainment is spreading like wildfire
19. Konglish can give you an advantage
20. Study in South Korea
21. For the love of Korean Foods    

 

 

I wonder. Have I convinced myself enough? 

Have I collected enough reasons?

Somehow.

At the end of the day, 

Despite all the reasons I have listed, 

None felt as powerful as the reason, 'Because of Allah...'

 

How do I even relate, Worshipping Allah and a Korean Language Teacher?

 

But strange.
Even if I don't.
Even if I could not find the reasonable relation
At the end of the day.
I don't need extra reading, statistics or complicated reasonings 
If it is 'Because of Allah..."
If anything in life is just,  
'Because of Allah..." 
It does make me feel like I had the strongest, solid, powerful reason to keep going.

Sincerely,

Precious.

It Doesn't Matter

 

"How great would it be, if at least, one person, out of every human ever existed in this world, 
at least, one person, could undertand the reason I am so very much into 'firefighter' now..."

That was what I thought a few seconds ago.

"It does not matter actually..." Thats what I think now. 

Be Safe!

 

That day, I visited an old acquantaince, also the self-declared current  ruler of the state of Heracovia, the Most Manipulative Thought all over Mayne.

Barron was not surprised as I walked into his office, settled down in the sofa infront of his office table and fall into silent.

Barron stopped signing his mountaining official documents, served me a cup of hot tea as he took the seat by my side.

"On what matter do I get this honor of receiving your sudden, uninformed presence today my lady..."

"Tell me about it..." said Barron in his usual calmness.  

 

 I fall into silent before answered dryly. 

"I am here to return your personnel, Wingfield..." 

He smirked, "Wingfield is not a sword, nor he is a Thought. I am afraid that it is beyond my power, to keep him compliant under me .."

 

Such manipulative Thought, the Barron, has brought me more damage than expected. Alongside the existence of Wingfield, they are roaming freely around Mayne, without any laws able to subdue or lock them down.

Silent filled the atmosphere as it was always best to speak less and more careful when you are dealing with the Barron.

Barron took a sip of his tea before added, "Just a friendly advice. Resisting would put you under more cunning attacks..." 

"What about trying to go along?" suggested Barron. "Just go along the flow. Wingfield cares about you so much..."

The more I listened, the more ridiculed I felt. That has always been his style of manipulating. If you are not consciously strong, you will drag yourself into the conversation longer. The deeper the conversation get, the confusion you could get.

It was risky, the decision to face this Thought. But I was there that day, not to be overwhelmed or to negotiate terms.I was there to let the whole Mayne knows, I am cutting off Wingfield from my newly formed government.

Barron looked into my eyes, smirking as he stated in certainty, "This conversation had took place before. And as far as I could remember, you ended up ....."

Before Barron could end his sentence, "Bam!" the door of his office room was forcely opened. The loud sound brought our gaze to the door as our heart jumped in shocked.

Barron stood up, surprised at the uninvited guests. His eyeballs shook as he tried to maintain his poise, in front of the person who just appeared.

At least I was still on my seat, smiling at the person who just barged into the room.

"我数到三。 你还不来，我就踢你的腿...."
 wǒ shù dào sān. Nǐ hái bù lái, wǒ jiù tī nǐ de tuǐ 
"I'll count to three. If you still didn't come here, I will kick your legs..." 

 

Well, that was a little ferocious, considering that it was our first greeting after the long, long years. Even so, I stood up, walking towards Zandt who was facing Barron with his firm expression.

"So you have figured out, what Thought he is....." said Barron, trying to stop me. 

As I was about to turn around to him, Zandt stated,

"你转，我就打你的腿. 继续走！..."
 nǐ zhuǎn, wǒ jiù dǎ nǐ de tuǐ. Jìxù zǒu!
"You turn, I'll hit your leg.Keep walking!

 

I smiled, walking out of the room without turning back, followed by Zandt who finally appeared after a long time, at the right time. 

 

你真会打我?
nǐ zhēn huì dǎ wǒ?
Are you really going to hit me?
 
会的...
huì de...
I will...

你真的没变
nǐ zhēn de méi biàn
You really haven't changed

你为什么来这里？ 真的很危险你知道吗？
Nǐ wèishéme lái zhèlǐ? Zhēn de hěn wéixiǎn nǐ zhīdào ma?
Why are you here? It's really dangerous, you know?

我只是想看看你会不会来...
Wǒ zhǐshì xiǎng kàn kàn nǐ huì bù huì lái...
I just wanted to see if you would come...

我不是来了吗? 既然你见过我，你就该回去了……
Wǒ bùshì láile ma? Jìrán nǐ jiànguò wǒ, nǐ jiù gāi huíqùle……
Didn't I come? Now that you've seen me, you should go back...

我马上就去。 但是...

Wǒ mǎshàng jiù qù. Dànshì...

I will go right away. But...

我知道。 交给我。

Wǒ zhīdào. Jiāo gěi wǒ.

I know. Leave it to me.

好的。 我相信你。

Hǎo de. Wǒ xiāngxìn nǐ.

OK I trust you.

宝儿... 

Bǎo er...

Precious...

在！
zài!
I'm here!

注意安全..

Zhùyì ānquán..

Be safe... 

你也是...
Nǐ yěshì...
The same to you... 

 

The one who would always remind me that Mayne is not a safe place for me to wonder around.  

The one in Mayne who has been guarding Thoughts and doing his best to secure and revived the peace in Mayne. 

He is not a Thought. He is the opposite of Wingfield. 

Sincerely,

Precious

The Salute

I have never understood it.
The salute

I have never tried asking about it.
The salute

I have always taken it as the Armed Force greeting gestures.
The salute

I have always told Zandt that an embrace would always be better than,
The salute.

But the only greeting gestures I have been receiving from Zandt was,

The salute.

Eldrad Van Zandt has always been the Thought I couldn't classified, 

Fierce, strict and truly patriotic.

He used to hate everything about me.

And I used to call him, my most hated Thought in the whole Mayne.

I couldn't remember when exactly things started to change. 

When I started to fight for what is right.

When I stood up against injustice.

When I decided to fight for my right.

When I was wronged but took a step back instead of revenge

When I let go and decided to forget.

When life felt too hard but I keep walking.

 

Zandt was always there.

 

The first time I received a salute from Zandt,

It was on the day I stood alone against the whole Mayne. 

It was on the day where the whole nation Mayne declared war agaisnt me. 

It was on the day I was at the lowest in my life.

It was on the day I was ready to fight to lose.

It was also on the day he handed me the bracelet with the Zandt Emblem.

 

That day,

He looked straight into my eyes. 

In his unflinching expression. 

He raised his hand for the salute.

Stayed in his salutation for around five seconds

Before he stood guarded up front.

Firm, undaunted, unyielding.

I should have known by then.
I should have figure it out back then.
What that salute signifies.
What Thought is Zandt. 

 

That day,

When he broke into the Shadow Castle,

Bracing the darkness of the corridor, 

Exposing himself to the poisonous air of the tower,

Breaking into the prison that kept me locked,

Putting on his oxygen mask on the unconscious me, 

Fighting the Shadow Thoughts that were overtaking me.

 

I should have known by then. 
I should have figure it out back then.
What Zandt has put on the line, 
On the day he raised his hand for the salute.

I should have known by then. 
What that salute signifies.
I should have figure it out back then.
What Thought is Zandt. 

Sincerely,

Precious 

 

 

The Sword Wu Xin

 

Wu Xin.

It means, 'No heart'

It is the name of the sword I am carrying.

It is the sharpest sword one could ever own all over Mayne. 

It defends its owner by attacking.

It is the most ruthless but most loyal to its owner. 

That spring and this day.

Would be my last visit to the land of Mount Bao Hu.

Upon arrival, I handed back 'Wu Xin',

The sword that has been accompanying me In Jianghu

Back to its owner, 

"还给你..."
  Hái gěi nǐ...
  I'm returning this back to you...

The Thought that governs the Bao Hu mountain is called Shou Hu Zhe. He maintained his calmness and the poise he cultivated over the years.

"你确定吗？"
  nǐ quèdìng ma?
  Are you sure?

I did not reply, implying that I would not give chance of thought about the returning of the sword. 

"但是如果..."
 Dànshì rúguǒ...
 But if... 

"没有如果..."
 Méiyǒu rúguǒ...
 There is no if...  

There was a long pause. 

Shou Hu Zhe seemed like he had a lot to refute, yet chose to hide his worry, living up to his name as the most loyal Thought in the world.

我想即使是为了保护自己，也不应该伤害别人。
Wǒ xiǎng jíshǐ shì wèile bǎohù zìjǐ, yě bù yìng gāi shānghài biérén.
I think even it is to protect myself, I should not wound others

 Shou Hu Zhe took a deep breathe before stating carefully, heartbreakingly.

主人...我就是一个小想法. 
Zhǔrén... Wǒ jiùshì yīgè xiǎo xiǎngfǎ.
Master... I'm just a little mind thought.

我的生活的理由就是想保护好你...
Wǒ de shēnghuó de lǐyóu jiùshì xiǎng bǎohù hǎo nǐ...
My reason for living is to protect you well... 

 我最讨厌的是，看到你流泪。
Wǒ zuì tǎoyàn de shì, kàn dào nǐ liúlèi.
What I hate most is, seeing you in tears.

我只是不想让你受伤。
Wǒ zhǐshì bùxiǎng ràng nǐ shòushāng.
I just don't want you to get hurt. 

我只想好好保护你。
Wǒ zhǐ xiǎng hǎohǎo bǎohù nǐ. 
I just want to protect you well.

 

The moment he ended his words, 
I realized the depth of damage I have caused all these years.

By holding onto Wu Xin. 
I was actually relying on the strength of a little thought, but not my whole self. 
He is just a little mind thought. Doing his very best to protect his Master.
It is too bad that I took nearly 30 years to realize that.
But it is never too late.
To make a change.

 

I would not interfere with any Thoughts in the world. But I am responsible for every Thoughts that are loyal by myside. I am responsible to make them think right.

那就好好保护我吧。
Nà jiù hǎohǎo bǎohù wǒ ba.
Then protect me well. 

以不会伤害他人的方式保护我。
Yǐ bù huì shānghài tārén de fāngshì bǎohù wǒ.
Protect me in a way that it would not hurt others.

封印無心是保护我。
Fēngyìn wúxīn shì bǎohù wǒ.
Sealing Wuxin is protecting me.

以后再也没有需要唤醒無心的那一天。
Yǐhòu zài yě méiyǒu xūyào huànxǐng wúxīn dì nà yītiān.
In the future, there would not be a day where you would have to awaken wu xin.

我会保护你们所有人。不伤人。相信我！
Wǒ huì bǎohù nǐmen suǒyǒu rén. Bù shāng rén. Xiāngxìn wǒ!
I will protect all of you altogether.Without wounding anyone. Believe me!

As I stood up to leave, I am finally feeling the real weight of my responsibility on my shoulder. But as I am taking my leave, step by step away from the land of the Mountain Baohu, my steps and my heart, felt lighter than ever.

Putting great restriction to self for a better version of self.

To live, save, help, protect others without hurting souls.  

 

Sincerely,

Precious 

The Spring

Spring has greeted,

About a week ago,

In few more weeks,

If the Peach Blossom Pavilion does still exists,

It would have been so beautiful.

The scent of the air,

Would have the the fragrance of the Peach Blossom.

The scent I would not dare to miss.

Not when I have made my decision.

Spring has greeted, 

Ramadan too, 

InshaAllah will greet us very soon.

What a priceless gift would it be,

To be able to live throughout the coming blessing month.

May Allah grant us all the honor,

To meet ramadan again this year.

Spring has greeted,

So do the day of the Nisfu Shaaban.

It is another starting over point of our life.

It is another chance.

To reclaim the ownership of your very own self.

It is another chance.

To start making the right choice in life.

It is undeniable 

That I have been handling things the Heracovian way even until now. I still find the Heracovian style, very much fit my personality.

It is undeniable 

That my Heracovian way of handling things has somehow affected by the long years I spent on the tower of the Shadow Castle. I developed some traits from the Shadow

It is undeniable
That I even cultivate the culture of Jianghu after settling down in the Peach Blossom Pavillion for years. 

It is undeniable.

That sometimes, it felt as if I am being governed by so many different styles of life in which I myself couldn't differentiate, what is best and what is not.

 

My goal now is to govern myself in a completely different style.

The hardest parts are:

How do I take over, tackle my old self?

How do I take over the control over the endless suggesting thoughts in my head?

How do I differentiate, which thoughts are really the new me, which thoughts are poisonous, which thoughts are schematic? 

I have been in battles for so long so I couldn't help but being very calculative and cunning even with myself. 

I have been living life in the battlefield the whole years of my life, so I unconsiously tend to attack than defense

I have been a ruthless general, leading my army superiorly, endlessly wounded and also endlessly wounded others in order to protect myself as the ruler of the nation.

 

What that shall not change in my newly formed government is:

The purpose of my Life. The Highest Priority. Allah and Islam

Sincerely,

Precious

The Firefighter

 My life as the writer of the Life Journey of Hanne Jeane has been too bounded.

In all my life until few years ago, my friends, my acquantainces, my colleagues...

They were all either doctors, pharmacists, dentists, nurses, paramedics and any other medical related occupation. I was also, once, holding dearly to my dream of saving and helping people through the field of medicines.

And also  thanks to my past as the writer of the Life Journey of Anne Song, I do know a thing or two about the military college, the army and the lifestyle which had taught me to words such as 'restricted','confidential' and 'undisclosed'. 

The admiration I have towards the occupation related to these field was so high up that I may have, unconsciously in my thoughts, being rude to the other highly respect-worth occupations in this world.

Firefighter in chinese is 消防员 (xiāofáng yuán)

 

I came across a rescue operation of the firefighters from China. 

One rescue operation leads me to few more others. 

From the life-threatening mission, to the very trivial, yet deem a mission still.  

The whole journey of yesterday resets my whole perspection of life and thoughts.

"Which field are you serving? What kind of work are you doing? It doesn't matter. It is your attitude towards your occupation and the heart you carry along upon accomplishing your tasks that matter..."

 

The firefighter.

They are supposedly the bravest, the strongest in strength, the highest in stamina, the most agile, the fastest, the most skillful, the highly cautious, most attentive, the most considerate, the most positive and they are supposedly with the highest dicipline. 

In all the rescue operations of the Chinese firefighters that I have came across with, those unknowingly made me blurted,

"It must be really painful..."

"That must have been difficult..."

"What about you...?"

"Fool..." 

Not the kind of fool Eldrad Van Zandt used to call me. But a different kind of fool. 

They are strategically, intelligent, respected individuals. Occupied with all the safety gears and reliable equipments, being selfless at the cost of their life, knowing that well and yet, carrying the responsibility of saving life, protecting the citizens with their life. Do we ever, really pay attention, to how selfless this occupation is? 

Or I would say, this whole journey of getting to know the life of firefighters,
somehow is giving me direction on how do I solve the conflict I have
about being 'Selfless' these days.

 

They are human too. All the burnt and wounds. The cold and the heat. Does it not hurt, just because they are Firefighters? Does it not drains their energy, just because they are Firefighters?

They never show it. They choose not too. They, must, always look strong and reliable to the people. Because they are the firefighter. They do not only fight fires, but all sorts of danger that may harm the people - be it on duty or off duty. They are the symbol of the strongest human being despite being human themselves.

 

Once, there was a firefighter who was on a holiday. He came across a car accident. Calling their country 119 while rescuing the victims as he tried to calm a boy whom his father was bleeding, unconscious, stucked in their car after the accident.

"Don't cry! Don't cry! I wont give up! Okay? Believe me! Your dad will be fine! Trust me!" shouted the firefighter to calm the boy as he tried to save the father of the boy.

In the other case, where the firefighter faced the hurtful soul who was about to end their life. How not only their skills and strength are being tested at such crucial time. But their warmth and words of consoles too, must  somehow be, extraordinary, equipped along in their rescue mission.

"What happened? Why are you here? 
Don't be scared. We are all here for you. 
It's okay. I will help you to safety. 
Don't be scared. You are not alone. 
Just be a little stronger. It will be fine. 
Hold onto me and I will take you to a safer place. 
Dont worry, I'll bring you out safely..."

How simple are those sentences yet able to change such radical decision of the hurting soul. 

How those words are able to give hope and help one to gather their last bit of strength left to stand on their feet by themselves.

The firefighter.
The profound existence in time of danger.
The humble hero without the luxury of time and worldly possessions.
The protector of the citizen,
The precious icon of children,
The hope of people.
The strongest weaponless existence.
Selfless.

Hereby,
I stand up straight, saluting the firefighters,
For all of the sacrifices and the hardships and, their willingness to serve and protect the people

How great would it be?

If I could be as strong and selfless as the firefighter.

If I could be as skillful and fully equipped as the firefighter.

If I could be as discipline as the firefighter.

If I could be as focus and fearless as the firefighter.

If I could be as the ideal firefighter would be. 

 

Me being weak myself.
I am very much attracted to strength. Be it physical, mental, emotional or spiritual.
If I couldnt be the strongest, I wish I could somehow be under the protection of the strongest.
But we are all human, be you a firefighter or the strongest human ever alive.

None would have surpasses Our Creator 
Worry not. 
Our life is solely protected by Allah
HE is our strongest protector.
We are all under the care and protection of Allah, the Almighty.

 

"But having the strongest protector by our side doesnt mean we can stay on being weak..."

I remember what a young wife of a dedicated chinese firefighter said to her husband when he was suddenly called for the rescue mission upon their reunion.

 

"I will protect the family. You. Go and protect the people..."

 

So these are some words that I wish I would embrace it dearly.

 

"There would be at least, one thing, one precious thing that you would want to protect or have to protect. Whatever, whoever it may be..."

"And remember, remember, that when there is something you want to protect in life, it comes with a condition and a price. The condition is that you must be strong and selfless. The price is the pain and wounds only you bear, behind the eyes of people..."

 "You protect what you have to. And Allah protects all including you..."

It turns out that, there are many ways you can choose to approach life.

• You can choose to be like the strong general in war, equipped with all kind of weapons,  and strategies to protect yourself and the people of your nations. You live up to your name and fame, also cunning and calculative in the plan of strengthening your root as the ruler of the nation in life. You do not back down and hold tightly onto your great mission and philosophy beside having the power and worldly possessions in winning the war.

• You can choose to be like a Jianghu teaveller who enjoys tea and spend time playing the board game of weiqi. Embracing all different kind of tea, be it sweet or bitter. Wearing elegance robes daily as you take your time tasting delicacies from north to south, east to west.  As long as the peace you cultured is not threatened, you would never unsheathe the sharpest sword you are carrying. But if threatened, your opponent would definitely be left bleeding by your sword. You engage in the fight, to protect yourself and the peace you have been securing in Jianghu.

• You can be like a firefighter. Always making sure you are in the best condition in order to be able to help and protect others. You do not carry any weapons or swords, yet equipped with various equipment, skills and strength that entitled you as the fittest in helping and rescuing others. You who value and define life, safety and the people's wellbeing as the top priority and luxury. Way beyond the other worldly possessions. You do not hurt but only save. You may not be seen as the brightest star in the sky. You may not be what the world called as the most precious. Yet, there is no value that can be named to your existence. 

• You can also be the best version of yourself. What you deemed fit as the best for yourself

I am ending my writing here

Sincerely,

Precious

I do not want to forget.

1. The firefighter who showed great strength in his mission yet at the same time, being the most delicate of all in ensuring the safety of the victims.
2. The firefighter who himself was freezing after saving drowning victims during winter.
3. The firefighters who were dehydrated after hours fighting the fire, pouring buckets of water on themselves before running back into to fire.
4. The firefighters who were calm dealing with the tears and anxious scream of the victims.
5. The firefighters who were most cautions and careful when dealing with the life and safety of the people.
6. The firefighter who lost his family members yet performed his rescue mission successfully.
7. The firefighters who trains daily to be able to accomplish their selfless willingness to help and protect.
8. The 19 years old firefighter who ran as fast as he could, caryying the unconsious 13 years old fire victims out of the dangerous zone. The statement by the citizens at that time, "He himself is young and yet..."
9. The firefighter who gave his food supply to the victims and the kids.
10. The firefighter who slept on the floor, giving their bed to the people.
11. The firefighter who jumps into the water without thinking twice to save the drowning victim.
12. The firefighter who despite the mission they carry is as easy as removing a stuck ring on your finger, they carried it out selflessly.
13. The 19 firefighter who is saving the 14 years old suicidal girl, shouting, "Live. I will help you! Live! Live!"