Wu Xin.
It means, 'No heart'
It is the name of the sword I am carrying.
It is the sharpest sword one could ever own all over Mayne.
It defends its owner by attacking.
It is the most ruthless but most loyal to its owner.
That spring and this day.
Would be my last visit to the land of Mount Bao Hu.
Upon arrival, I handed back 'Wu Xin',
The sword that has been accompanying me In Jianghu
Back to its owner,
"还给你..."
Hái gěi nǐ...
I'm returning this back to you...
The Thought that governs the Bao Hu mountain is called Shou Hu Zhe. He maintained his calmness and the poise he cultivated over the years.
"你确定吗？"
nǐ quèdìng ma?
Are you sure?
I did not reply, implying that I would not give chance of thought about the returning of the sword.
"但是如果..."
Dànshì rúguǒ...
But if...
"没有如果..."
Méiyǒu rúguǒ...
There is no if...
There was a long pause.
Shou Hu Zhe seemed like he had a lot to refute, yet chose to hide his worry, living up to his name as the most loyal Thought in the world.
我想即使是为了保护自己，也不应该伤害别人。
Wǒ xiǎng jíshǐ shì wèile bǎohù zìjǐ, yě bù yìng gāi shānghài biérén.
I think even it is to protect myself, I should not wound others
Shou Hu Zhe took a deep breathe before stating carefully, heartbreakingly.
主人...我就是一个小想法.
Zhǔrén... Wǒ jiùshì yīgè xiǎo xiǎngfǎ.
Master... I'm just a little mind thought.
我的生活的理由就是想保护好你...
Wǒ de shēnghuó de lǐyóu jiùshì xiǎng bǎohù hǎo nǐ...
My reason for living is to protect you well...
我最讨厌的是，看到你流泪。
Wǒ zuì tǎoyàn de shì, kàn dào nǐ liúlèi.
What I hate most is, seeing you in tears.
我只是不想让你受伤。
Wǒ zhǐshì bùxiǎng ràng nǐ shòushāng.
I just don't want you to get hurt.
我只想好好保护你。
Wǒ zhǐ xiǎng hǎohǎo bǎohù nǐ.
I just want to protect you well.
The moment he ended his words,
I realized the depth of damage I have caused all these years.
By holding onto Wu Xin.
I was actually relying on the strength of a little thought, but not my whole self.
He is just a little mind thought. Doing his very best to protect his Master.
It is too bad that I took nearly 30 years to realize that.
But it is never too late.
To make a change.
I would not interfere with any Thoughts in the world. But I am responsible for every Thoughts that are loyal by myside. I am responsible to make them think right.
那就好好保护我吧。
Nà jiù hǎohǎo bǎohù wǒ ba.
Then protect me well.
以不会伤害他人的方式保护我。
Yǐ bù huì shānghài tārén de fāngshì bǎohù wǒ.
Protect me in a way that it would not hurt others.
封印無心是保护我。
Fēngyìn wúxīn shì bǎohù wǒ.
Sealing Wuxin is protecting me.
以后再也没有需要唤醒無心的那一天。
Yǐhòu zài yě méiyǒu xūyào huànxǐng wúxīn dì nà yītiān.
In the future, there would not be a day where you would have to awaken wu xin.
我会保护你们所有人。不伤人。相信我！
Wǒ huì bǎohù nǐmen suǒyǒu rén. Bù shāng rén. Xiāngxìn wǒ!
I will protect all of you altogether.Without wounding anyone. Believe me!
As I stood up to leave, I am finally feeling the real weight of my responsibility on my shoulder. But as I am taking my leave, step by step away from the land of the Mountain Baohu, my steps and my heart, felt lighter than ever.
Putting great restriction to self for a better version of self.
To live, save, help, protect others without hurting souls.
Sincerely,
Precious
