In this blessing holy month,
Who knows, that she would fall into the deep Shadow Sleep again.
In this blessing holy month,
Who would expect, that she would fall into the deep Shadow Sleep again.
The day she returned.
I thought she has recovered.
When she decided to send Wu Xin back,
I thought at least, most of the poison in her body has been neutralized.
When she has stopped talking about that dream,
I thought she has accepted the storyline written for her.
But here I am again.
Seeing her lying unconsciously on this cold wooden floor,
In the abandon house where her dreams were once illustrated beautifully.
Today I am here again.
Witnessing the memory of her dream circulating around the unconscious her,
In the abandon dream house where she once, lived in happily
This was not the first time.
But it hurts every time it happens.
"Precious..." I called for her dearly as I help her up in my arms
"Precious..." I called her again.
Her eyes opened halfway and were closed again.
"Can you hear me...?" I asked her as I put on the oxygen mask on her.
She did not respond but the Shadow breath began to take over her consciousness again.
"Don't sleep.... Don't sleep... Don't sleep...." I said panicking.
"Precious!" I hold her tiny cold hands tighter as I looked for route to escape the house.
"Don't sleep, Okay?" I told her repeatedly as I lifted her and carried her through the dark corridor of the house.
Wingfield was standing by the main door, unable to do anything, anymore with my presence.
"She will return...." said Wingfield as I brushed passed him.
I stopped, checking on the oxygen meter supplied to Precious, readjusting her in my arms.
"If she did. I will always bring her back...."
As the oxygen level device was beeping crazily, I fastened my steps.
I ran out of the the Shadow dream, carrying the unconscious Precious back to reality.
I laid her down the warm wooden floor of her house.
"Precious! Precious!" I called her name frantically as I took the oxygen mask off her.
"呼吸宝儿。 呼吸！"
"Hūxī bǎo er. Hūxī! "
"Breathe Precious. Breathe!"
"别睡……别睡……你不能睡……”
“Bié shuì……bié shuì……nǐ bùnéng shuì……”
"Don't sleep...don't sleep...you can't sleep..." I whispered to her as I held her hands tightly.
Precious began to show reaction.
Her hands twitched in my hands.
Tears flowed down the corner of both her eyes.
The moment they were opened.
"谢谢......" whispered her weakly.
I broke down.
你怎么这么傻？Why are you such a fool?为什么？Why?起不来怎么办？What if you couldn't wake up?如果我救不了你怎么办？What if I couldn't save you?
Stuttering in tears, she burst crying as she explained, whispering
"I was just. For just a moment. Suddenly. I missed my dreams so much. I saw people, living my dreams. And I just started to miss mine so much. I know I was such a fool. But when Wingfield said, he could recreate my dream. He said, he could take me back to that house. I could not decline. I wasn't planning to stay though. I was just. I just want to see them one more time...."
Seeing her gasping for air in between her cry, I told her calmly, "Alright. Alright....Calm down......"
But as if she had thousands confessions to make in a second, crying, she explained,
"Shadow posion has never get neutralized as rumored.... It has never...I could not help but let myself be fooled by him....." she admitted, crying profusely.
“好吧好吧，冷静，冷静，冷静，再说……”
“Hǎo ba hǎo ba, lěngjìng, lěngjìng, lěngjìng, zàishuō……”
"Alright. Alright, calm down. Calm down. Calm down then only speak..."
我打不过他……我一个人，打不过他……我一个人怎么过？
Wǒ dǎ bùguò tā……wǒ yīgè rén, dǎ bùguò tā……wǒ yīgè rén zěnmeguò?
I cannot beat him... I alone, cannot beat him... How do I go through this alone? " The crying just kept getting uncontrollable..."
“别哭, 别哭…… 不哭,不哭... 没必要哭……”
“Bié kū, bié kū…… bù kū, bù kū... Méi bìyào kū……”"Don't cry, don't cry... don't cry, don't cry... there's no need to cry..." I told her repeatedly before she continued, crying out loud.
"好了...好了...，先哭再说……:
Hǎole... Hǎole..., Xiān kū zàishuō……
"Alright, cry first then talk...."
What should I say?
When she herself, is a just human.
Whom because of her life mision,
Put her in endless target by the Shadow.
If I were in her shoes,
I would be no different than her.
What can I do? What can she do?
It seems like the battle with Shadow will prolong.
It seems like the future attack would be even more devastating and cruel.
Faithfully,
爱宝儿的人
亲爱的宝儿救你的人就是你的保护者。
那天，如果他不让路，
那我可能救不了你了……
接下来的日子会更美好。
未来的你，会更漂亮，更坚强。
请注意安全.
